can’t believe I’m like 3-4 hours from moving into my house with my cutie gal pal and starting my ascent into adulthood in my very own HOUSE with a fire pit and a kitchen and an art studio things are cool I love my future !
wow moving is soo weird like tbh I’m happy obviously that I’m going to move in to a tiny cottage with one of my best friends and excited to have my own art studio and excited to get back into classes & see all the people I’ve missed BUT it’s also weird and sad because I probably won’t ever move back home which is good I don’t WANT to move back home (my parents want me to? so it’s an ongoing fight stay tuned) but I’ve lived in this house for years and it has a lot of memories attached to it! I’ve been sleeping in the same bed since I left my crib and just now I bought a brand new bed and that’s weird. I’m gonna miss Kara too she’s the kindest person I know and I’m gonna miss my dogs so much I can’t even express it in words.
also things are kinda weird up at school right now like almost all of my friends are dealing with their own shit and have a lot of problems to sort through and obviously I love them and wanna be there with them but it’s tough to know exactly what the future holds and I just want everyone to be okay!! idk mostly I’m just gonna miss my mom I am happy to be leaving I’m really really happy maybe the happiest girl in the world but transitions are strange and people are weird and I hope that when the dust settles everything is good !!
I hate when ppl think I’m stupid bc I “talk like a girl” or bc I’m openly goofy or bc I’m vain and put a lot of time into how I look or bc I ask a lot of questions or whatever like HA jokes on you I’m smart as hell and your opinion is meaningless to me