being with Kyle and hanging out for long periods of time with someone I previously mostly knew through texting is weird as hell in THE BEST WAY
James Baldwin; Giovanni’s Room
"I like the idea that there is a midnight somewhere that you are not a part of,
that hair falls out and regrows
so there will be parts of me that you have never known and I like
the idea of lines of coke,
of your body wrapped around me,
your hands on my throat
on the floor of a party somewhere west of here where the wind is colder.
I like the idea of growing older,
and the cracked grins, and the taste of gin and your
lips are like a space god missed.
And you are godless, and I am limp.
And I like the idea of us, of giving into lust, or of growing
up. I guess you’ll never know me
I like the thought that things keep going
even when I am in bed, breathing softly under the weight of my own head
and you are in a field somewhere west of here
coloring your hair. And I like the idea that there is somewhere
you have never existed. That there are people who don’t know you,
who can’t miss you,
who can meet people with your name and feel unchanged
by the experience. I wish my bed was big enough for the two of us
but I like the idea of a space all my own. And I don’t like being alone
but it is getting easier.
When you kiss her, I hope you don’t think of me.
I like the idea of you feeling a little less empty."
▼ Let’s Hold Hands in Public;
Hannah Beth Ragland
traveling is so cool it makes me feel so optimistic and excited about life like!! literally everything is possible i can do whatever i want and i can do it alone OR with friends but the point is that I have a choice! there is such a giant world and so much to see and everywhere I go is the greatest place i’ve ever been and i love everyone i meet and everyone I see on the streets and i love being places where no one knows my name and I love traveling alone like damn right im just a little girl but im my OWN little girl and i can take care of myself! every time i travel i grow up a lil more and i learn a lil more and i feel more and more confidant in my ability to live A Very Wild Life