update: i haven’t slept in over 24 hours, and im a little delirious. none of the tattoos i posted are real. i entered a raffle tonight and WON which must be a good sign for my future. i said goodbye to people i love who i will never see again in my entire life. i’m 18 years old. i am no longer in high school. i can’t feel my limbs. nothing feels real to me at all and i can’t even tell if i’m sad but i don’t want to think about it. thanks for putting up with my blog lately; it should go back to normal very soon.